Losing motivation. losing sight of what is important and whats not. I just want to go far, far away. Away from the worries. Away from the judgements. Away from the tension.
its been so long..
and its still hard. hard to take a breathe and be happy for once
y0unglust: I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box. Dear person I hate, Dear person I like, Dear ex boyfriend, Dear ex girlfriend, Dear ex bestfriend, Dear bestfriend, Dear *anyone*, Dear Santa, Dear mom, Dear dad, Dear future me, Dear past me, Dear person I’m jealous of, Dear person I had a crush on, Dear girlfriend, Dear boyfriend,
frustration to the max about everything going wrong in my life but its so sad that these things are able to control whether my happiness is still well and alive..
No reply.. why bother talking to me if you’re just gonna stop after a little while. on that repeat flow.
Anonymous asked: You look prettier when you smile
Anonymous asked: who would ever want to hurt chu??
people change. feelings change. minds change. sometimes its for the better but 99.9999%it hurtsfckingbad….
dont mess with my mind…dont mess with my heart…dont mess with my feelings…dont mess with me PERIOD.easier said than done because you do it all the damn time.
i miss it. i miss the words spoken. i miss the hugs spontaneously given. i miss the laughs that were shared. but somehow its all became memories and just the feeling ive missed.
State of mind.
the beauty of life is the element of surprise and how you deal with that surprise depends on you and solely on you; no matter how much you like it, how much you love it, or how much you hate it, you just simply have to accept it in order to truly make things the best you could live it out to be. but why is it easier said than done?
mattalouiiiii asked: LOL stop making it awkward. i'm not :O just didn't know what you meant LOl
mattalouiiiii asked: it's not that depressing LOL
yogurtandjam-deactivated2012070 asked: dude what's the first song on your streampad playlist! i'm currently obsessed with it... the singer sounds really familiar..
Strength from within.
roots from God’s love. is amazing. incomparable. all-powerful. unfailing. undying.
henry4lifez asked: hi ur cute<3 message my inbox got Skype
Its still crazy how..
how i was the one who was able to put a smile on your face again but you only left and thanked me by making me cry.
thinking so far into the future yet losing focus on the present…
Isaac Jay is my beautiful master<3
just a thought..
if something or somone was really meant to be part of your life, they will come back. somehow sometime. if not, life still must go on.
You're sitting at your desk, and you know it's...
thatchrissygurl: xjuliehuynh: oh my god… forever reblog
i do not wish to hold this anger, hostility and bitterness…
Stressed, depressed, but aiming for success.
Anonymous asked: i wish you knew of my existence.
Anonymous asked: i love your smile.